long time no see.
as of rite now, i'm free. boss gone to meeting, no work assigned. got bored and thought well, maybe i should rite something here.
i don't know what to write actually. i'm bored. i'm bored of this specific place i think. i finally got to the point. i think i've finally pinpointed what i really don't like here. the suffocating feel.
the office is about 12-13 metres long and about 8-9 metres in width. its actually quite small. for a 3-4 man space its quite ok but its small enough that you can see everyone all the time.
for about 3 months now, i'm working from 9am till 9pm~12pm..
everyday you have breakfast and lunch by yourself. the peculiar old park guard always watching and inspecting. i don't like that guard. he always picks inopportune moments to take my time to tell about his stupid 'kopi radix'. fuck man. i don't want to buy your kopi radix and am not interested in your MLM stupid fucking business. go away you fool.
even when i go for lunch its not comfortable. that guard is always there. fuck man. he's an old man and i don't like to be rude to old people, but man, you are intruding my private space. get the fuck off. everytime there's eye contact, he'll tell me to meet at the surau. he wants to tell about the kopi radix MLM stuff. one time i overheard a group of contractors conversing about that old guard telling them to join the stupid fucking MLM shit. these contractors also don't seem to like the guard but was playing it nice and courteous. its just because he is old man. if not, i would not give a flying fuck about his promotions. he also wants to tag along with me and my office mate when we are going to the friday prayers. one thing i know in his mind is he wants to talk about fucking MLM during the the journey to the mosque. cmon man, see me as a human person, not an opportunity to expand your motherfucking MLM stupid shit. i really hate it. i really do. and i hate all MLM people. they are shit. there you go. i'm fucking stereotyping you. there you go.
after his prayers, he starts talking about kopi radix straight away...
after his prayers, he starts talking about kopi radix straight away...maannn. this sucks. only 24 days more to go. please make it quick.
its really suffocating. sometimes even in a literal sense.
in another note, my father yesterday night went to shanghai for work. how i wish i could tag along. i think i'm addicted to travelling. i can't stop thinking about it everyday. everyday i tell you. but the problem is i don't have money. hahaha. shit happens.
i think i'm turning into a grumpy and always mad and stressed out person.
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