Weekends!

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Artist by the name of Sam Loman did this. cool huh?


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Yeah weekends! Finally.


This week ran out so fast. Sometimes, it's just nice that time flies fast. Weekends nowadays are a blessing. I will not waste a minute sleeping during daytime on weekends. It's the time where the motto 'living life to the fullest' rings bloody true.

Just three more weeks and I will start my holiday plans. First and foremost, lose weight. Damn after 3 and a half months of not moving and sweating enough, i'm starting to feel slow and lethargic. Like a fat ass. Wait. Let me check. I AM A FAT ASS. got like a couple of spare tyres and love handles around me. since starting the internship till now, i think i gained like 6kg. something like that. damn.

come to think of it, i pondered on it for a while. what did i do besides not exercising. i eat like not that much. then it occurs to me just last week i realized that i have been bingeing on sweet things like chocolate and sweets everyday. maybe the stress. haha alasan.

then secondly, relax! thats it. that's my holiday plan. RELAX. haha. just chill. and exercise. that pretty much sums it up.

looking back at what i've done during this working experience, i'm quite happy at the things i did. i definitely learned quite a lot. knew things i never knew before. and most of all,banished my fear of designing and creating websites. suddenly everything becomes exciting. Final project shall be challenging but none the less, i look forward to it. suddenly everything is opening up. i feel a lot more confident in my abilities and am very thankful to Mr. Megat, my boss and Amirul, the fulltime designer for teaching me a lot of things that aren't taught in class. I'm really thankful to them for being patient with me while i learnt my trade.

the past few weeks, it feels as if i'm already part of the team, not someone who needs guidance all the time anymore (i still ask questions when i don't know stuff, mind you). my boss accepts most of my ideas and inputs his own to combine together. i'm getting bigger and bigger jobs and today a Belgian guy, the boss from Home Nursing Provider came to the office and shook my hands and said he really liked what i did for his print ads. it's the shit man! the feeling was soo nice. that just really really made my day.

i dunno what my feelings are at the moment about my workplace. at one side, i really hate it when i hafta go home late late at night doing jobs. i really hate it. i can't stress it enough. and the loneliness. being lonely is the worst torture you can endure. but at another side, i really liked what i learned here. really there's nothing compared to it. it's like a crash course. but it really works. maybe this is just another bittersweet experience of life. bittersweet experience is really sweet, bcause you have to taste the bitter part first in order to get to the sweet and gooey part. in the end, it makes the sweet part doubly sweet. haha. stupid.

i dunno. i kinda feel like i would miss them. never thought that would be possible before. today amirul told me that it gets boring when there are no one around. damn, they should hire someone permanently, fast. they don't have enough hands to handle all the work.

i estimate i might be able to be involved in the proton training program print ads and HNP photoshoot before the internship period ends. at last. my 14 weeks end.

i plan to buy something for the guys at Metacipta. something nice but not that expensive. don't have that much money haha. that's the least i can do to show appreciation.

Come to think of it, i think i rarely show appreciation to the people around me. people who make your life a better one. friends who keep you company. i need to start appreciate things more. you start to know you need things only when you are deprived of them.

i miss futsal. i miss normality.