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halo blogs!

harini tunggu bos lagi. smalam tunggu satu hari pun die x dtg. baik cuti je smalam.

harini sepeti sore throat skit.

dpan office ni ada swimming pool apartment. seronok plak tgk bdak2 kecik ni mandi2. best gile rase nk join. kadang2 ada org sun bathing haha. tu pun shiok gak tgk.

skang ni hari2 isi borang f2. sambil isi borang tu sambil kira brapa hari lagi. so skarang ada official countdown. as of today, hish still lama lagi..

yah! why i can't seem to enjoy this place. dulu masa kerja kat giant, kerja lg penat. sminggu skali je cuti. tu pun hari isnin. tp xde a boring n gelisah mcm skarang. rasenye mungkin sbb boring xde social interaction kot. bile jd cashier tu, bleh tgk ramai org, ramai membe2 lagi, skali pg lunch ramai2 skali ada. haih. i miss being around people. being around 3 people who rarely talk, and only do when they are talking about work is kinda boring. don't get me wrong, they are all nice people, but they are too quiet. like me. so when quiet meets 3 quiet people, it amounts to silence.

wow how can waiting be something so excruciating. i used to wait before. hell i've waited 3 years for it. but it was not so torturing like this. this is boredom to the max.
still 2 more months. i hope i get works that require drawing lots of stuff. that's the only thing that i like and keeps my mind working sanely and somewhat creatively.

times like this i feel really like i want to start painting something or do some crazy art shit. yah! design can sometimes be boring because u are stuck in a constraint. with the demands of clients and stuff like that. you know. but when you just bang do crazy art stuff, it just goes with the flow. its really damn nice. been a long time since i done that kinda stuff. even though the outcome will come out not that great, it still fills my heart with satisfaction.

at least now i know what to prioritize when looking for a new job later. find an office with at least 10 people in it! haha. it might sounds silly but i think this will be the most important thing for me from now on. no more working for some SME's especially those in design field. if you don't click with them, you're doomed for the rest of your job duration.

ok jap lg kalau boss x smpai lagi nk pegi lunch awal a slamber. pastu isi borang f2 balik. buat2 cam menulis cam rajin.