i used to believe in working hard to achieve my dreams. i used to be so motivated. i think in the past few months, i kind of forgot about it. trying to be lazy at any opportune moments.
sometimes i use this blog as some sort of reminder. as i read back past posts, i'm thankful that some of it reminds me back of what i set out to do. i hope i won't be lost too much in the future. i'm thankful to god for all the good things and the bad things that happened to me. i think i've grown up a bit. but i still got some growing up to do haha. i don't think my mentality is that of someone who is at my age. immaturity still creeps in once in a while.
i miss my late grandmother. it's been a long time since i've prayed for her wellbeing. it's been a long time since i've included her in my doa after prayers. i'm sorry i've forgot about you.
i hope that this post will help remind me the things i'll forget in the future.
sometimes when i see people with tattoos, i think they sort of use it as a momento or reminder of something important to them. some sort of pledge or a sign of remembrance. being a muslim, i can't do that, sadly. it would be nice to have ones that remind you of something important. to keep myself on track.
haha whatever.
